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Kamis, 29 Januari 2015
You Don't Think I Know What You've Done
Hi, long time no see. Perhaps you still remember me, a little girl with kindness for weakness. I know i shouldn't think like that but sometimes it's true. Sometimes if you trust too much you'll get hurt so much. Sometimes if you give much kindness, people can see your weakness. And they will make strategy to stab you. I told you because it was happened to me, and i wont it happen to you. I spend my 3 years for tears. Manything happened to me. I can't told you, it's a terrible story that you never want to hear. I'd lost what i love the most, my dad, my sister, my smile, my hope, my day, they took them away. They stoled my little sun, my little world. My world was broken. You can't imagine how terrible it was. I still remember when i cried while i slept. When i couldn't sleep well in every night. When my morning was so grey, my afternoon was so blue and my night suchlike a nightmare. But i know Allah will not leave me like that. Allah will not give me a problem that i can't handle. There's always the way, there is always hope. I rised from the ground, tried to passed the way surely. Until now, i still felt that sharp pebbel on my feet. But it's ok, it's prove that what happened to me is real. Now, no more sadness no more tears. What i want to tell you is no matter what happend to you, no matter how terrible it is. Keep your hope on fire, keep your eyes open. Don't ever give up. Promise your self not to give up. You are what you had got for life. If you get nothing, then you are nothing. My spirit is, i wanna show everyone who underestimate to me that i can get better even many terrible things punch me. You cannot underestimate to me, you are not the best and i'm not the most good. But i can promise my self, i never give up. I never let you affect aand stab me. I am Stronger and braver than you think. Regrads, the girl who has changed. Dipta.
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